revelations......growth

so here i am again..its been some time since the wedding talk!! i was on such a high after all of that love....oh and alcohol!! so my thought this time is about revelations...

i recently was involved in a conversation with a gentleman that i just met...we will call him reverend..(tis a joke) he knows of what i speak...because those of you who know me....well we all know there is NO way that i would be involved in a conversation with a reverend...now wait i mean that with the ut most respect!!! i would talk with him...for all people are good people...i just wouldn't get into a conversation about religion with him....because those of you who know me...know that i would make the poor bastard go to his knees asking for forgiveness for me for him for even talking this way to another from the lord above!!!! he would be crying...i think i may have touched a bit to much on religion/and or opinion there of...apologies...WAIT!!!! this is a blog what the fuck am i apologizing for????? im still a good person and can honestly say that i can associate with all walks of life..because essentially they all took a path to get there!! which makes them great!! my opinion should technically NOT make you dislike me...maybe just disagree!!!

wow k..so i had this thought after our conversation...about how as you age you come to these certain Revelations and sometimes those take place when your involved with or talking with someone else..which sometimes is not in the favor of the other unfortunately...but then to turn things around to work towards your favor is the key!!

a counselor once informed that most women who go through divorce especially those who have young children..usually take 5 years before they start to think about themselves instead of there children...so those of you.. (unless you are a whore and have an affair and decided to fall in love with someone else and screw up someone elses life) who have gotten married, are completely screwed!!!!!! sorry...really because once again (according to the counselor) you wake up one Sunday morning jump out of bed look over to his person in your bed...and yell "WTF have i done!!!!!!" as he jumps out of bed, and looks at you in horror with his shriveled up ****...(well you get the idea) and yells, "WTF are you talking about!! im sorry!!!" you NOW feel...WTF have a done....so then starts the twisted game of how to get out and be yourself again...this revelation is yours not his....he should not own this...should try and recognized that you were different when you first met because of what another ass had done!!!!

so there are many variations to these revelations that none of us should own unless WE were the one who woke up one Sunday morn...yelling WTF have i done!!!!!!! to those of you who feel responsible...let it go!!! let it go!!!! peace

side note> there are 6 1/2 billion people in this world (roughly) its crazy how out of all those people you meet who you meet...but then at the same time have a connection...how lucky!!!