the mind of ORBO???

i went to coffee this am with a wonderful inspirational friend....we will call her silly C!! and we got to talking...wait wtf am i thinking...shes my therapist.....so i got to talking about life and love and all that other bs that i always seem to manage screwing up...and as this conversation took place...it went to other random places well like my blog name....ORBO...and i thought i should explain as to how i got there!!

now this may not be as hilarious as it was this morn.. but here goes!!

well it stands for O'Neill Roberts Brown Oneill!!! hence the ORBO!! those of you who are familiar with my colorful life know that these are my "last names!" well the last names that i have acquired...

I was born 1970 as an O'Neill...it was good times i enjoyed this last name for quite sometime...then i met a man...ah..wait a minute that would b a boy...(because essentially that's what most men are!!!!!) when i was 19 that well showed me the way to the greatest thing that i had ever experienced...yes...you know what im talking about...the wonderful Orgasm!!!!! well once that happened..i was in it was like a drug...i reference it to candy...like a pezz dispenser!!! ya just pop the lid and your in heaven!!! after the introduction to this..he could do whatever he wanted!! (which wasnt very nice) and considering the fact that i was immature,young, and naive as well...and had no idea who i was...well the rest is history and 2 wonderful kids later the marriage ended when i caught him in bed with another anxiously awaiting lassy with her mouth wide open waiting for the pezz!!!!! LMAO!! wow to much information??

which then brings me to my next letter...B this came about when i met a wonderful man!! cant say a bad thing about him...if i did it would be he was essentially a boy as well...(like i said they all are!!) it was my dysfunction this time...well after the counseling,healing, growth and time, i realized..well im fucked up and this man is to nice t be involved...i was afraid of what i may do!! he taught me a lot he was a tremendous influence on these wonderful boys i have and still is to this day!! definitely plays the role of dad much better then a lot of dads out there!! so i thank you!!! we are friends now and get along...well after he laid into me here and there for a bit!! LOL!

which brings me full circle back around to the big O!!!!!!!!!! wait talking about an orgasm i will save for another blog!!! i mean back to my last name....yet again....O"Neill i like the ring to that!! he he he i shall stay here indefinitely i have come to understand my self who i am what i represent what i choose to own and or let go of in my life choices....it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of me...im not here to impress anyone on this earth...i am here to be the best possible person i can be the best friend i can be the best mom i can be and all that other stuff!! will i screw up some more..ya...will i inspire people? sure will i be inspired by others always am...

so there you have it!! from the mind of ORBO!!! NOW i definitely cant get married again...because it would just screw everything up!!!

side note> why is being naked so strange and or scary to some people?