Monday, August 17, 2009

inspiration...from intimacy

i will just say now for the record....i cant fuckin spell so i am sorry!!

i recently wrote on my Fb page that i wondered about falling i love..
is it real..im sure we have all asked ourselves this question...

i wrote that i thought it may be an attraction to another with the frame of mind that
you become intrigued by the characteristics/ideals, whatever they may be, that the other has and want to posses them for yourself...and once you have obtained and or stolen those characteristic/ideals you eventually become bored of them...and leave looking for knew treasure to put in your pocket. Hense all the infidelity in the world i suppose...

i think i have obtained a lot of "who" i am from those i have been intimate (not just sexual) (get your grotesque minds out of the gutter!!!!) wait...mine IS there most of the time!! anyways i believe what i have done is well basically stolen a little piece from each man that i have encountered in my life!!

like right now i recently spent a lot of time with a certain Welzy...i stole this whole blog thing from him..highly intelligent individual (doesnt believe it) but he had one..he pissed me off i took the blog thing...now i could have done this on my own...but i probably would hv never thought of it until we had a conversation and i checked his out...i have olso been inspired to write because of him....now wether or not im good ill never know...but inspired..

inspired to educate myself to make myself a better person...to push myself to do things i woulnt normally have done...this is love...to turn around and give it back....thats harder...

thanks to you all who have a piece missing...

SIDE NOTE: How the fuck does Southpark get away with their shit!!!!!!!!!!!!

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