well well well
a subject that quite frankly i hate to have control my life but yet
controls my life @ times....why is it that we are so good at giving
each other counsel...but when it comes to taking our own advice
we just cant see it?
im sure, as i have said in the past, there is a word out there for
this very thing i just cant think of it!!! turns out that my little heart
has been broken...yes its true!! developed quite a fondness of a
particular someone in which the friendship/connection was very
special..but unfortunately i am a woman... and well im not all that
ugly...i think im fairly intelligent..have been told am exciting i have
sorta (is that a word?) a good sense of humor get along with the
fellas...well quite well...so it would appear that i am threat to other
women and their men!!!! wtf is this all about anyways!!!
im fuckin tired of it!!
i mean if i was (and by no means do i mean disrespect to anyone who
feels they are mentioned in these words i am about to say..) anyways.....
if i was in fact ugly...somewhat stupid?dull...boring...wasn't witty and
didnt get along better with men than i do women...well it would all be
very fuckin different wouldnt it...wouldnt b a problem would it!?! its FN
dicrimination!!
oh go ahead and say...poor me my life sucks give us a break are
you kidding! i guess its like anything...dont judge til your there...i find
myself in constant turmoil...well because 9 times out of 10 i go into
a room and would rather talk with the boys than i would with the girls...
well because of the above mentioned things...all they want is never mind...
and usually they are married...once in a blue moon one comes along that
isnt...and if things are set in the begining...i can obide by the rules when
another chick is involved...but it always turns out well....otherwise and
shit has be brought to an abrupt end!!!
i sometimes wonder if life would be easier if i just told everyone
i was gay and then it wouldn't be an issue...but fuck that!!! i should
be allowed to be who i am without the fuckin bitch drama!!!!!! this
will never change though...this IS a discrimination.. and there are those
of you out there that know what i talk of...because we have talked about
it in private as if we were committing a fuckin crime!!! i think im going to
hire a lawyer like all good Americans do and sue the fuck out of the next
bitch who gets in the way of a friendship i want because she fuckin hates
her life and i love mine!!!!
SIDE NOTE....why shouldn't we think souly with our mind?
a subject that quite frankly i hate to have control my life but yet
controls my life @ times....why is it that we are so good at giving
each other counsel...but when it comes to taking our own advice
we just cant see it?
im sure, as i have said in the past, there is a word out there for
this very thing i just cant think of it!!! turns out that my little heart
has been broken...yes its true!! developed quite a fondness of a
particular someone in which the friendship/connection was very
special..but unfortunately i am a woman... and well im not all that
ugly...i think im fairly intelligent..have been told am exciting i have
sorta (is that a word?) a good sense of humor get along with the
fellas...well quite well...so it would appear that i am threat to other
women and their men!!!! wtf is this all about anyways!!!
im fuckin tired of it!!
i mean if i was (and by no means do i mean disrespect to anyone who
feels they are mentioned in these words i am about to say..) anyways.....
if i was in fact ugly...somewhat stupid?dull...boring...wasn't witty and
didnt get along better with men than i do women...well it would all be
very fuckin different wouldnt it...wouldnt b a problem would it!?! its FN
dicrimination!!
oh go ahead and say...poor me my life sucks give us a break are
you kidding! i guess its like anything...dont judge til your there...i find
myself in constant turmoil...well because 9 times out of 10 i go into
a room and would rather talk with the boys than i would with the girls...
well because of the above mentioned things...all they want is never mind...
and usually they are married...once in a blue moon one comes along that
isnt...and if things are set in the begining...i can obide by the rules when
another chick is involved...but it always turns out well....otherwise and
shit has be brought to an abrupt end!!!
i sometimes wonder if life would be easier if i just told everyone
i was gay and then it wouldn't be an issue...but fuck that!!! i should
be allowed to be who i am without the fuckin bitch drama!!!!!! this
will never change though...this IS a discrimination.. and there are those
of you out there that know what i talk of...because we have talked about
it in private as if we were committing a fuckin crime!!! i think im going to
hire a lawyer like all good Americans do and sue the fuck out of the next
bitch who gets in the way of a friendship i want because she fuckin hates
her life and i love mine!!!!
SIDE NOTE....why shouldn't we think souly with our mind?
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