human nature

If they say why? why? tell em that's just human nature...why? why? does he/she do me that way?
i love Michael Jackson...

A lot has happened in the last few months for me...have had some great times this last summer...
livin the dream meeting some fun people...then come the cold dark damp days...not to be a downer...but its obviously tough on he human psyche these long winter days...they are what i call...thinking days..

after a conversation with a close, wonderful, recent friend of mine today (love you Loogz) ;)~
i did some thinking....

my life has certainly seen some interesting turns and i have met some interesting people...i would like to think that i am a descent person try to do the right thing...not always the case in my past....like most of us...i am ok with these choices because they brought reason and purpose i would have never known otherwise..in these last few years solo...i have done the right thing made some good choices and it has shown me the bright side of a good world...and i feel very fortunate.

which brings me to Michael Jackson and human nature...

i have had the opportunity to do what i love to do in these last few months...observe people..that i dont know...strangers in a room with a "purpose" or so they think...a "mission" they believe...(i am just as guilty of this as well...believing something that may not necessarily be true..) at times only because THATS what i have been lead to believe..

why do people want to "belong" to something so much? why do people take advantage of this? prey on others who have insecurities that are obvious because of the life that has been given...life has always been about survival of the fittest..as it should be..but it shouldn't be survival by taking from the weak...is it up to the weak to see they are being preyed upon? how can they...they just want to be ok with the world because the things they believed as a child weren't necessarily true...shattered dreams..

The ones who prey...know they do it...have to sleep at night...in which im sure they do...
the prey just keep licking their wounds...and then they all show up in the same place looking for their next meal with their freshly healed wounds...to do it all over again............searching for what? to belong to something? is it human nature this cycle we all put ourselves through? its everywhere in all social groups no one is immune...the hunter and the prey just different i have worn many a mask...and it is the same everywhere...

when will we get back to respect of the human being sitting across from you....male/female not allowing the insecurity to get the best of us...we have become a society on edge waiting to doge the bullet of another...

few are the genuine who don't secretly look for "WHAT" they will get on the end...

it use to be helping each other out...now its about getting the secret prize in the cracker jack box by ripping it open...instead of savoring the Carmel corn in anticipation of the prize at the bottom...

Orbo out and peace